| Notice to all the people who might care or NOT! i have a new xanga due beacause ui feel that the old one is an old part of my life im in fer a new part of life.... JOHNNYSONFIRE=my new xanga |
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| - Reflections - Hello readers
if u guys read my last entry ull get this one...it has come to my extent that the one i thought was there really isnt..i have learned to just give up..im just tired of feeling the same emotion i can no longer withstand this one..if i cant be happy with it might as well change it...always seems to work for me.....a couple of weeks ago it really seemed like i was going sum were but i just ended up crashing into the floor like a plain out of gas..seems to me i have run out of hope...so ill move on..but i still have a lil with me..that i can tell will never go away...but i can still override it with the meaningless actions i have done..i really dont thin they meant anything whats o ever..thats y im giving up...leting go...life will lead me sum were better...i hope....
update :well all is lost i was to blind to see what i really want twas to search my self...but i guess heres were this ends new chapter to my life meaningless boring....emotionles.....
Chapter 4 ends here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Agent J. |
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| Seeing u as u just dont care
all the times we have u barely share..
walking by with invisiblility...
I am nothin but a mere shadow on the floor
this is sure the one thet hing i dont adore
Saying you care but do you really..?
All i hear is my lifes a pity....
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| - Reflections (Cared enough) hey every one..i just finished watching Bring it on..yea manny left it hear cuz i didnt get to see the rest its funyy tough..i loved it it was so fetch!!!!yea ugh i have to sleep with my brother now due to sumone old lady 9is now in my room fer a week ugh....yeas im bored ehehehe ...
BURR!! (clap clap clap calp) ITS COLD IN HERE!! (clap clap clap calp)THERE MUST BE SUM TOROS IN THE ATMOSPHERE!! hahaha i cant belive i just said that im now officially lame.... well um yes after 3 months i finally found my Mariah Carey Glitter CD i love her so much shes my wife....omg there is a good side of my step dads mom staying in my rom....shes cleaning it!!!!ahahahahahahaha this is kool..clean rioom fer a whole week...Au dEos
Agent J. |
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| heyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaa..
well i just went out with Nathan me and him went to wal-mart K k mart..and sum other pet stores he wanted me to help him with a fish tank he wanted to buy so i helped him..hes kool .....more updates later on........3:26and im bored...i dyed my bros hair a while ago....it is now black...i feel pround..i have many skills and talents....like piercing..hair dying..but i dont know how to cut it..heheh....wel im bored..im going for a new xanga look ..i like it its so Fetch!!its all red..and then black..and the song its like omg.....yea my brother wants me to help him an another damn essay..JEZZUS!!! man now its about the crucible..about Salem and the witch trials..welll not exactly like ..salem and the witch trials but it has sum relation towards it...i think its facinating but the the whole sumary shit gets on my neveres ..i like witches and shit...learning about the trials..i feel that i belong in that era...and not this 21st century crap..im gonna build a time machine and visit the past...that would be great... ..but then again..how can one build sumthin impossible..anywho..ill juts be like that crazy idiot scientist frum the movie Back to the future...heheheh hes a LAME-O..with his white hair and shit..old wrinkly bodyy ewwww gross..wel im outie!!!
Agent J.
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